Little One's Naughty Mind

Normally when I get particularly down or depressed I go numb in a way. I don’t feel much. That includes my sex drive.

With everything that had happened this week and last, Master thought it might help relieve some stress if I got to cum. He gave me permission to do so, yet I turned it down. I always had this sense that it wouldn’t help…

Master and I played last night. I didn’t cum (I was aroused but you know… ) and He didn’t touch me. I however got to do what I have craved and longed for. It had been a little while and Master knew that. He wore me down, exposed me, asked me what I was for and who I belonged to. What my mouth, my tongue, my hands, my breasts, my body was for. He told me my body was His… I told Him completely. He then said said those words….

“serve me.”

It was different this time. I had missed it so much that I didn’t want it to end… I wanted to feel, nuzzle, lick, suck and explore for as long as I could. Long, drawn out… Slow. At this moment nothing else mattered. Nothing but Him. I served so dutifully, soft yet passionately. I put my everything into it. He made sounds that I had never heard from Him before. It was amazing. It was raw. It was us.

When He came I could tell that I had that blissful, peaceful look on my face. My worries had disappeared at that moment and He marked me as his. Owning me. God, I can’t describe it. All the drugs in the world couldn’t make me feel as high as I felt then. Even now… Hours and hours after, I still feel that floaty feeling. Yes the worries are still there, but I feel as if a weight has been lifted… I’m not dragging my feet quite as much.

He asked me if I was happy. I told Him I was… And He said he was too. :)

I still haven’t cum (it is going on 6 days now and right now I don’t even mind) but seeing my Master that happy, that full of pleasure, made me feel so happy and proud. I lost a little inhibition last night. Playing while stressed or depressed or sad isn’t selfish. It isn’t a negative… It can be a calming and mind cleansing experience.

Thank you Master for teaching me two lessons last night. I honestly and truly hope that you were happy and that you know how happy I am to willingly be on my knees in front of you as your doting slave girl. Thank you.

Little one
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